I’m officially half vaxxed, People! I made an appointment way out of LA in a reddish county. They were available. I guess I took the place of an anti-vaxxer and got vaxxed. It was at a supermarket ...

It may be kinda of okay eventually, PeopleOkay-ish. Maybe. I’m surprised and concerned that my brain wants to believe it may be okay. In the now, it doesn’t seem any different. In the then it was awful. ...

What is winning, People?By the time this is read I will know whether or not I won a Critics' Choice Award. I will have already appeared on TV in a head box event. Some of you may have watched me win or ...

Control, People. Do we have any power over anything? Not much. As I type these letters I feel like I am in charge of these words. Powerful. People feeling powerless and scared can lead to chaos and ...

I burn myself, FolksI don’t know when I will know in my heart that I no longer have restaurant hands. When you work on a line at a restaurant you don’t think twice about handling the hot stuff. It’s ...

Stop the food, People!I am strung out on carbs and sugar. Honey. The good sugar. Quinoa and Wasa crackers and pita bread. The healthy carbs (in my mind). The butters, peanut and almond. I’m out from under ...

I didn’t watch, Folks. I never do. I rarely have any idea who is playing. It’s not on purpose. It’s profound how much one cannot know when one has zero interest in something. It’s not even on my radar and ...

Peanut butter, PeopleI’m in trouble. The food. It doesn’t stop. More ice cream has been sent. Right when I extricate myself and get away, it pulls me back in. And peanut butter. Peanut butter can go fuck ...

People!It is the time of plague and PTSD and I guess just straight up TSD to be honest. We are living in it. The futureless now. What will fill this vacuum, both good and bad?I guess all nows are ...

Pressure, People.Jesus, the buildup to the events of this week have been overwhelming. Both the good and the bad. The FACT that the King Chaos Pig Trump leaves office in actual full on ignominy is so ...

Fuck, I’m always anxious, People. Every morning I wake up on the edge of a cliff wondering whether or not I can find the bridge to my day. Oh, and the ground is shaking. And it’s raining and windy. No one ...

Jesus, let’s get on with it, People.Anxious as fuck. The unknown has taken on new dimensions of unknownness and I’m fucking aggravated and anxious. Shit, sorry. Happy New Year. How was the transition for ...

People!Did you make it through round one of this holiday season? Are you okay? Ish? Did you get what you wanted, what you needed, what you asked for? Is there anything that will make it okay ever again? ...

Holidays approach, People.I have no plans. Zero. I guess I really never pay much attention to the holidays. Other than realizing everything generally slows down and there’s a quiet to the world between ...

Action, People!Working. Making movies. On location.Being on set has been great. BEING AROUND PEOPLE AGAIN. So good. Scary? Yes, at first. I have surrendered to my decision though. Or else I wouldn’t be ...

When is the fucking circus leaving town, People?I’ve had enough of this big top of grift and all the malignant clowns, freaks, dumb dumb cultists, religious fanatics, conspiracy addled white supremacists ...

Getting centered, People!I didn’t mean to yell that. Maybe I did. Like, ‘hey, shut the door!’ It seems I’ve somewhat exhausted my expansive, sometimes porous boundaries. I put a lot of myself out there, ...

Stay home, People!By the time Christmas comes around it will literally be snowing virus. That’s not a metaphor. It will actually be snowing Covid. The thing I don’t understand is that most of us complain ...