Thank you, Listeners.
I mean that. Thanks.
I’ve gotten literally thousands of emails from you and it really helps. I’m not great getting my emotions to the surface once they’ve started to submerge themselves. Knowing you all are there helps me feel like the space is there to do it. I appreciate that.
I’ve been dealing ok. The feelings come in waves and sometimes I get consumed with the sadness. This last week had been horrendous and harrowing. I’ve had to move through a lot of stuff—like her actual stuff. Just heartbreaking.
I’m not going to write too much here yet. Just know I am feeling the feelings. I am not drinking or using drugs. I am not using nicotine. I am in touch with people who love me many times of day. I hope that addresses some of the concerns that some of you have.
I believe I will be okay. I believe I will be funny again. I believe I won’t fall permanently into a pit of crushed-hearted sadness.
Lynn wouldn’t have wanted that.
I talk to Sam Bee today, from before the horror, and Kenya Barris on Thursday, from before the horror. Great talks.
Enjoy!
Love,
Maron